On the Mend
Recently I have taken notice that I am starting to be home a lot more. I find myself exhausted and starting to slow down. Almost 3 years ago is when I went through the hardest splits in my life. The one prior to that was pretty rough as well. I tend to find myself become secluded for the first couple of months. I try to keep busy with work and ask for more hours. Or I would lie, say that I do not feel good and stay in my room and sleep. I would sleep so much because if I was asleep then I would not feel any pain. I felt myself starting to get better when he passed. That was a whole other start of emotions that I had never felt before. And again, I wanted to keep moving. So I would travel out of state, fly, take road trips what have you. After work I would go to friends houses whether it was in town or out of town, and just visit for hours. I would not come home till there was just enough time for me to shower and sleep. I would work 8 hour shifts at work and be home for only 5-6 hour...