Here’s to Hoping
Tomorrow is my 30th birthday. Just like any person who comes to this age, especially a woman, we dread for it. We take a step back and remember how when we were younger and would think, “30?! You’re old!” And a small part of me still dreads it. I remember thinking on the drive home last night, “30. I could be half way through my life cycle right now. Will I live longer? Shorter? What have I done so far in “half of my life,” that is worth it. Did I waste it?” So many questions and what if’s. I used to always say, I do not regret anything. Because in that moment of time, I wanted it. They say if you want something then take it. However, there are things that I wish that I had taken a different path. Alternative route. As I scroll through Netflix and see these shows where are kids graduating high school, I think to myself, “man I wish I can redo high school.” Because it was early on that I realized how loyal I am. My high school years were spent pretty much drowning in my boyfriend at t...